I LUV U!!

updates!!!!!

2009-11-21T07:15:00.000-08:00

DD <3 BB

been too busy to updates!!! lolx..

2009-09-07T03:28:00.000-07:00

updates!!!

okiex okiex pple..

im here to updates..

wat shld i update..?

hmm..

i'm broke.. n i ve onli jus taken my pay 3 daes ago..
$1000-$150(gm)-$100(kaka)-$50(jie)-$111(insurance)-$50(hp bill)-$200(lend kor buy hp)-$100(ocbc acc)-$50(to spend)= $189
den jus nw went to buy thin wif jie.. spend $100
aijia jus msg mi to transfer her $25 for cherris ang pow.. omgx..
i left $50..
hw to live..

OMGX!!!!

oh ya..

my cute little precious is jiejie le..
yupx..
cute little little cherris is born..
hahahax
on 7aug09..
n i hvn go see her yet..
sure a failure godma..
lolx
she must b jealous..
coz i gt went to see precious rite after she's born..
lolx
OKIEX..
i confirm ll go to her 1yrs.. okiex.. i promise..

paiseh.. stella.. lolx..

pIggyIn
07sept09
1 8 4 7 p m

i miss u!

2009-07-21T01:13:00.000-07:00

updates!!

2009-07-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

so long nv blog..

okiex.. here goes..

cheryl 21st bdae chalet
fun fun fun

ting 21st bdae ala-carte buffet+k-ing..
fun fun fun

wkin wkin wkin...

im so tired..

i seems really busy everydae..
even my off dae.. im oso busy..
lolx..

tis my way of nt rememberin thin..

but i still tink of him..

at wk..
i ve noe all tis air-con pple for 1yrs plus..
nt all.. some..
dey like to ka-jiao recept..
gt once.. 1of dem disturb mi..
i tell him im a mother of a daughter..
lolx..
n he believe mi..
n stop disturbin mi..
he even tell some of his frenx..
dey oso nv ka-jiao mi le..
BUT.. dey ll keep askin mi thin of my daughter.. lolx
dey really did believe mi.. hahahax..
1 of dem did nt noe of all tis(quite yandao..hahax)..
he ask for my number..
everytime he cum.. he ll stay ard recept..
chit-chat.. tok..
yst he cum again..
tis time im alr off wk..
but i hvn go back yet..
he ask my frenx if im still ard..
he stay in recept wif 4 of other aircon man..
when i cum out.. (go help nitex shift da-bao wif lionel n leo)
he dun dare look at mi..
others keep makin fun of us..
omgx..
y i always ve tis type of thin..

i miss him..
tat dae he say he won b able to call mi for wks...
he really didn't call mi..
im scared..
i m a l o n e

been quarrelin wif kor alot recently..
damn dulan him..
i alr say i dun one to eat.. he keep forcin mi..
our quarrel topic is always on i dun one to eat..
damn DULAN!!

I MISS U!!

happen to find 09 new yr pic.. hahahax!!

pIggyIn
17july09
9.20pm

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2009-06-30T08:10:00.000-07:00

nth to blog abt..

29june09
grandfather 100daes..
rush back from wk..
bath n stay awake..
nt enough pple to guard..
stay downstair till 3.30am..
cannot tahan..
cum up wake small uncle up change shift wif mi..
slp till 7am.. wake up again..
im so tired..
prayin.. kneein.. standin.. sittin.. is wat we did e whole mornin..
from 9am-2plus..
den we burn e hse.. car.. money.. n everythin..
e fire is strong..
within spilt second.. everythin is done..
FAST!!

i tink im growin fatter n fatter..
i wanna diet..

thought u ll call mi.. but u nv..

nvm.. u r busy..

my kor break wif his gf le..
mood is verix down..

he told mi tis tat dae..
'break wif her.. break wif her la.. nvm..
look for another 1 lo..
u so pretty.. but too bad..
u gt bf le.. if nt u sure mine..
he better dote n treat u gd..
if nt i sure snatch u back..'

u dun tink too much le kiex..
u forever ll b my kor..

rong chalet comin le..

im so tired..

wonderin is e GST money in my acc nw..
lolx

im really verix broke nw..

almost 2wk nv eat proper meal in kbox le..

cannot eat maggie mee..
but no money to eat..
kor buy curry puff give mi everydae..
tink i look like curry puff nw..
i dun wanna eat..
but he always force mi..
nx wk take pay.. must treat him back..

I MISS U!!

wonderin when u ll call mi..

tell small aunt abt him..
she oso sianx diao..
even scold mi..

haix..
tink unable to join him there le..

grandfather pass away..
jus nw uncle say..
we 3yrs cannot ve weddin n celebrate..
means i 3yrs no ang pow..
omgx..
my ang pow alr verix kelian le..
nw ll b even MORE kelian..
omgx..

I MISS U!!

verix slply nw..
but waitin for ur call..
wonder if u ll call mi todae..
1wk le..
$14/hr is expensive..
hope u ll call mi..
but dun one u spend so much money..

pIggyIn
30june09
1130pm
cold
scared
borin
slply

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2009-06-23T00:41:00.001-07:00

i dunno wat to do..

i one to b at his side..

i miss him..

but i really cant bear my ah ma

family

frenx

everyone..

but i one to b at his side..

i one to b at his side..

hw much ll e flight tix cost..?

hw long ll i need to save for e tix..

really regret nt savin in e past..

if i start nw..

ll it b too late..

but i cant seems to save up ani money..

pay tis pay tat..

all e money seems to b gone..

hp bill
internet bill
money for ah ma
every mth gt pple bdae
money for insurance
money for tis
money for tat
where is my money

july is my 2 bestie sister e bdae..

dey r always there for mi when i need dem..
dunno if dey need mi..
am i there..?

tat dae went drinkin wif dem..
hahax.. drunk..
n is e 1st time im drunk till i vomit..

wake up wif a big headache..

bathe..
but head really pain..
dun wanna take MC..
deduct $50 leix..

so lie on bed awhile..
tinkin.. later take cab lo..
den lie till 8.40am..
rush out..
while waitin for lift..
feel like vomitin..head spinnin..
went in e lift..
e vomit feel like comin out le..
e lift is damn slow..
18..14..10..6..1
finally.. i rush out e lift..
n vomit right out..
head spinnin..
sit at downstair.. keep on vomitin..

i ve cry n drunk.. 3times..
my 18th bdae chalet..
2nd on rebecca bdae..
last on e dae my best 2 sister.. who noe im nt in a good mood..
pull mi to drink..

omgx..

i hate chivas..
i miss u..

i one to b at ur side..

but im scare..

im really scare..

i dunno wat to do..

nx tue is grandpa e 100th daes..

mon after wk rush home..
mayb need to stay throughout e nitex..
nt quite sure..
tue alr request off..

apply leave for sat n sun..
but onli sun is approved..
so sat mornin go wk..
den 7pm fang gong..
meet others go rong chalet tgt..
stay overnitex..
sun go home..
mon wkin again..

oh.. sianx..

2mths to b receptionist 2..
i dun one e recept 2..
can i jus one e money..

if 2mth am i able to save $1000..

I MISS U!!

I ONE TO B AT UR SIDE!!

stress..
i miss u..
i one to b hold by u..

pIggyIn
23june09
4.15pm
stress
missed

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2009-06-16T21:24:00.001-07:00

I MISS U!!!

10daes le..

u say ll call mi..
but u din..
i noe u r busy..
sorry..

i ll try to control..

stress abt everythin..

almost gt warnin letter..
im really too stress..
i din noe i cannot do tat..
nw i noe..
i ll nt do it again..
sorry..

nv believe anione..
cannot b trust..
nv tell someone anithin impt..

i feel distance..

I MISS U!!

hope u r ard..

IM STRESS!!

pIggyIn
17june09
12.42pm
I MISS U
sad
lonely
scare
worry

updates!!

2009-06-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

actully ve alr type my post..
but dunno click on wat..
all gone..
so nw need re-type..
damn dulan..

updates!!

went shoppin..
bugis..
bought lots of thin..
3shirt(white,blue,grey)1shoes,1bag
tis seems to b e 1st time im really shoppin..
spends lots of money.. dunno tis mth hw i gonna survive..
maggie mee again..
thought i tell myself.. i one save money..
for my flight tix..?

haix..
hw am i gonna save money..
bought a couple thingy..
but still tinkin hw to pass him..
e thin need time to complete..
he hvn call mi for daes..
dunno when his auntie goin over there..
coz i one ask her help mi pass..

he hvn call mi for daes..
im missin him..
i feel like im alone..
im scare..

i miss u more each daes as it pass..

090609
alvin came singin wif his gf n frenx..
ting n rong came surprise mi in e evenin..
dey were chattin in e room..
i damn paiseh to go in..
dey say e whole class guys noe abt it le..

omgx..
so damn paiseh..

aft tat rong n ting..
ask mi pei dem go eat..
bobian.. go..
eat at suki sushi..

dey keep askin mi go drink..
i noe i cannot drink..
coz im sad..
if i drink..
sure drunk..
sure cry..
sure emotion e..

in e end we went..
chivas..
im drunk..
i cry..
i emo..

i hate chivas..

i miss HIM..

wed at wk..
chitchattin wif cap..
shocked to noe..
all of dem is gossipin abt mi..
shocked n angry..
but i noe y dey ll tink so..

so i forgive dem..

i really love my LAOGONG..
so hope e gossips ll end..

pIggyIn
alone
empty
12.40am
20.22pm
fri
sad

pic

2009-06-07T08:10:00.001-07:00

2009-06-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

life seems abit different nw..

hmm..
hw to say..

i may seems happy on e outside..
but im scare..
im worried
i feel empty

e more u say..
e more i misses u
hope u r by my side

e more u say
e more i miss u

sept seems long..
3mths..

u plan our future so well
but im scare
it might nt cum out e way u plan..

i dun felt attached..

i feel im alone..

waitin for ur calls every nitex
is long..
sleep everydae @ 2am plus..
wake up at 7am plus..
dark circle is ard my eyes nw..

but i nt gonna care..

but hp bill is ex..

dunno wat time n when ll u call..
dunno if u ll call mi todae..
dunno if u ll call mi tml..
i jus wait n wait..

im afraid of losin u nw..

u make mi miss u more each dae..

ll my future ve U..?

hope it does..

pIggyIn
7june09
11.08pm
alone
afraid
happy
sad
worried

say all!!!

2009-05-11T02:00:00.001-07:00

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2009-04-08T00:56:00.000-07:00

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drink drank n drunk

sun..
5april
stay back..
went to buy siling bdae present wif jessica n xiangjun
den ta bao go back outlet eat..
sing n ve fun..
draw n prepare siling present..
bar alvin off..
he cum in n join us..
brin in customer left over e volka..
drink.. ve fun..
order 1jug of volka..
leo add extra in..
super super .. hw to say... super strong..
ask siling go toilet wif mi..
dey went to put e present in e recept table..
siling say one to sing a song..
cannot let her noe we one surprise her..
let her sing..
finish she went back to recept..
super n zhian keep hintin to her..
she catch no ball...
lolx
mi n xiangjun hide behind.. see.. keep laughin..
finally she saw..
she damn shock n surprise..
lolx..

picture say all..

went back room continue drinkin n singin..
gettin high n high..
lolx
den more pple came..
thin happen..
change to k20..
den thin happen again..
we went k19..
drink..
take janel left over martell..
2bottles of 350ml..
drink..
i damn angry wif leo..
den i drink quite alot..
n..

hahahax..

DRUNK..

went to k55 lie down rest..
rebecca came n find mi..
den he go scold leo for makin mi angry..
he came in n apologise..
den okiex le..
but coz i drunk le..
after goin back e room..
i snatch liquor from dem..
hahahax..
all cannot tahan mi..
keep sayin i stubborn..
lolx..

when nt drunk i alr stubborn..
when drunk.. of coz more stubborn la..
hahahax..
pple say when drunk ll b ur true self..
tink i believe tis..
lolx

tonitex dey goin C8 drink..
kbp n amk staff..
tink i nt goin..
tml is PH eve..
if i go tml i ll emo again..
lolx..

sat farewell for pauline.. n celebratin capt siangping bdae...
goin eat steamboat..
all mornin shift goin..
dunno one get wat present..
siling say.. such impt job give joy do..
lolx..
funni..
i dun one lo..
i damn busy e horx..

mon acc pauline go buy hp..
she buy e phone tat i ve been eyein..
omgx..
im so sad..
pay $700-$111(bank insurance)-$200(AIA insurance)-$100(hp bill)=$289
omgx..
hw to buy phone..

my phone sot sot le..
tat dae when slpin..
sudden wake up..
coz saw light from my phone..
flip open.. saw its in camera mode..
shock sia..

i one buy phone..

if i buy nw..
tink e whole mth..
i can everydae brin maggie mee go wk cook le..
although i been eatin maggie mee everydae at wk..
but everytime buy..
dunno y e mee so fast gone e..
haix..
coz nitex shift always nv buy..
den eat ours e..
so of coz gone fast lo..
so kelian..

pIggyIn
4.15pm
wed
8april09
hot
messy

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2009-04-02T04:44:00.000-07:00

receptionist stress..

complaint is really gettin mi crazy..

we seems to get a complaint letter every mth..
n most of it seems to b on receptionist..

y pple is so free to complaint..
no one ever compliment us?

so damn shit angry..

tat dae stella bring precious cum..
she stil so cute ever..
hahax..

when checkin in a customer tat dae..
4guys..
when im writin their member info..
heard 1 of dem tellin e other 3..
she look like e SHE e tat wat name from far..
2of dem even walk a distance n see..
n cum back.. keep lookin at mi..
haix mi so damn pai seh..
faster check in dem..
but dey keep comin out smoke.. den keep lookin..
finally cannot tahan..
get 1 of e server to tell dem we ve gt a smokin room inside...
but after awhile..
dey keep comin out to ans calls..

so i dun one care le..

dun look at dem..

omgx..
pls la..
i relly dun look like her.. okiex!!!

pIggyIn
7.52pm
thurs
windy
messy
blur

back..

2009-04-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

recently jus too mani thin happen..

no time to blog..

my last post is 8mar..
nw is 2april le..

been sick durin mar dunno when..
MC again..
after takin MC go meet stella..
coz she keep complainin i nv go see precious..
im really tired..
feel like vomitin..
but i still go..
my precious is still so cute ever..
n tell all a secret..
my precious is gonna b a jie jie le.. lolx
tis means im goin b mummy again le..
hahahax
after metin stella we go north point buy cake for aijia bdae..
den we cabby down to bugis.. find michelle..
wait for aijia..
she so damn long..
when she reach.. we sing song n blow cake..
rite in e middle of bugis junction.. at michelle push cart..
lolx
den bring cake up give gina.. chit chat..
den i cabby home..
on e way keep feelin like vomitin..
but i bear wif it..
reach home..
vomit out..
omgx..
den slp all e way dunno till wat time..
nx dae wkin..

coz im sick..
nv go eva bdae celebration..
sry eva..
paiseh..
ll meet up wif u soon e..

den 22nd mar..
stay back for janel bdae celebration..
im so tired..
drink drank.. but nt drunk..
wait for nitex shift to fang gong..
den i walk here walk there..
chit chat here chit chat there..
den dunno y coz of rebecca e 1 sentence.. i emo..
i 1st time emo in outlet..
all lookin for mi..
thought i go back le..
but actually i all e way in K30 playin DS..

den after tat continue drink drank.. n yet nt drunk..
6am plus mi n rebecca cabby home wif her bf 1st..
wat happen.. i dun one say..
tat dae e ple noe can le..

reach home abt 7am plus..
walk past e room..
he look at mi eye wide open..
nth came out from his mouth

i jus walk past.. den go bathe..
n lie on my bed..
wanna slp..

suddenly..
abt 9am..
my jie kick my leg..
shoutin..
'gong gong si le.. ni hai ke yi shui arx'?

i gt shocked..
wake up feelin slply.. stand outside e room he lie there motionless..
actually he been lyin there for 1yrs pass..
nt movin..
nt tokin..
my uncles n grandma been takin care of him..
but im jus shocked..
he jus gone like tat..

slowly my mummy daddy uncles auntie cousin all arrive..

we look for a doctor to cert him dead..
but could nt found one..

can imagine..

2police officer sit guard outside e room from 10am till 3pm..
watchin my whole family doin tis doin tat..

finally..
my uncle frenx found a doctor n someone who ll help out for e whole funeral..

all uncles went to e room to help him change..
after changin..
e whole family stand outside e room to see for e last time..

my big uncle my daddy n my 4th uncle outside carry him to e coffin all e way down downstair.. my daddy is e 2nd son.. my 3rd uncle pass away b4 im born..

n we ll chantin for 5daes..
mon-fri..
on fri we send him off..
to mandai..

mi n him nt close..

in true...
when he's alive..
i nv ever tok to him..
so when he dead..
im surprise..
im sad..
i nv cry..
coz small aunt say.. he's free..
dun need to cry..
mayb coz i ve his blood.. so im sad..

life short..
pple ll suddenly die..

durin e 5daes.. i tink alot..
my daddy n mummy seems to ages alot..

n durin e 5daes..
my daddy din tok to mi at all..
but when his god-daughter came..
he chit chat wif her for so long..
i din even noe he gt a god-daughter..
abit angry..

back to wk on sat..
all came askin mi.. if im alrite..
ya.. wat else u all expect..
cry..

of coz i ve to b strong..

n nw..
i really tresure my frenx verix much..
who noes if tml im gone..

pIggyIn
2nd april 09
2.24pm
windy
hot
tired
aimlessly
scared
worried

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2009-03-08T20:12:00.000-07:00

recently no update..

hmmm...

tat dae he came for job interview..

yst he came to sing..
kgolden.. sp nitex
wif a frenx..
i ask recept to give a bigger room..
lolx
she give k27
after i fang gong.
i stay ard..but dun dare walk past k27..
keep walkin 1 big round..
lolx
den cap brin 1 jug lemon tea in..
say is 'joy give e'..
den cap cum out say need give 1 big fruit plate?
i tell him ... dun need la..
feel so paiseh.. hahahax
dey keep sayin he pei bu shan mi..
hmm..
hello pple..
i alr say..
I VE GIVEN UP..
lolx...

tat dae wed.. 4mar
farewell for claudya..
went MS e BEDS
b4 tat..
wed is my off..
meet rong after her wk..
she went for a hair cut..
i went to print photos..
after printin n rong finish her hair cut..
we went to songyee father kopitam..
eat n wanna finish up e album..
eat chit chat..
den rong suddenly rmb..
we ve to get e cake..
call tianhao..
he say bishan gt a 24hr cake shop..
we dun believe..
we pack up n take cab to bishan j8..
meet tianhao.. buy e cake.. meet khengwei
take cab down to MS..
while in e cab.. continue pastin e photo..
den when reach BEDS..
continue writin n pastin..
so hurry..
msg junhao.. tell him slowly cum..
he say dey walkin down..
reachin at abt 10-1015..
we continue writin n tinkin of e msg..
when done we jus sit ard stay into e spaces..
lolx
dey finally reach..
open 2 bottles n 1 tiger tower..
i damn busy..
keep walkin in n out..
askin dem to write msg..
den yasel n claudya went to eat..
i continue writin in e blank page..
dey play games.. ask mi join..
i told dem.. let mi finish up.. i verix busy..
hahahahax
den dey nv care mi..
play.. drink ... drank ...
finally im done..
hahahax

msg janel.. ask her comin down wat time?
she say still drinkin in outlet..
mayb reach ard 2plus..
den i continue drink drank drunk..
2plus janel reach..
wif ZA n jess..
dey wanna drink..
but dey alr done e closin..
i ask WL if dey buy a bottle can..
he say even if buy we still ve to finish it n leave at 3am..
so waste of money..
if one to drink..
den i foc u 1jug lo..
den i okiex lo..

give dem drink..
den janel suggest we go C8 find super ma dee..
i ask if my frenx can go..
need pay hw much..
den ask here ask there..
in e end.. dey nv go..
onli mi janel ZA n jess go..
went cine wait for super..
den went up..
go a room..
so big..
open 1 bottle..
we 4 share..
drink .... drank .... drunk .... sing .... play ....
till 6plus..
den ask us leave..
coz is another super..
he dun let us till late..
den dunno y go another room..
gt 2jugs tiger.. say is for us..
jess play games wif super..
loser drink half glass.. jess say she nv drink beer e..
i say i oso nv drink e..
but coz dey ask us to hurry..
i say okiex lo.. jess lose i drink lo..
den she keep losin..
omgx..
1 whole jugs is i drink leix..
den janel n ZA kan bu xia..
coz jess keep losin..
dey snatch to help mi finish up..
den jus like tat..
e 2jugs is finish by us..
lolx

when we r downstairs..
super ask mi i gt wk anot..
i say 'ya.. but i takin MC'
he say i cannot take MC.. if i take..
i ll get a warnin letter..
coz i go C8 drink den cannot go wk..
so cannot take MC e..
wth..
i thought i ll b takin MC..
tat's y i drink so much e leix..
haix..
den take cab wif jess..
when reach home e cab is $22..
omgx..
n e driver.. i damn dulan..
he keep tokin on e phone n verix loudly..
jus i abt to fall asleep..
his voice scare mi up..
den gt 4lane..
e other 3 is movin fast he nv go..
he keep stayin in e slowest lane..
damn angry..

reach home bathe le change den get ready go wk again..
my eyes is completely close.. when there's no customer..
totally cannot jus sit there n do nth..
but im really too tired..
walk oso tired.. den lazy to move..
so jus sit there..
wahx. damn sleeply..
seems to b e longest thurs i ve ever had..
omgx..

hmm...
tis shld b all le bahx..
cant really rmb wat other thin ve happen.. lolx

later goin back outlet fot recept meetin..
meetin siling at 3pm goin tpy walk walk..
den 4pm meet rebecca go e DS shop ask thin..
den bubble tea.. den to outlet for meetin at5pm..
im so tired..

nw da gu is in my hse..
so long nv see her..
nv change..
but i grow fatter..
last seen her is on my 20bdae..b4 i go pub tat dae..
lolx
5mths le..
hahahax

omgx.. time is runnin fast..
yanming alr pri2 le...
junjie pri3
kaikai pri6
qiqi pri5
jinghui sec3
ah teng poly 2nd yr..
time passes too fast..
i alr graudute for 5yrs goin 6..
omgx..

im turnin 21 le..

it seems so unreal..

im growin up..

im a adult soon..

cannot act cute le..

omgx..

actually im still a child in my family eyes..
always so childish..

its rainin heavily nw..
omgx..
so sianx..
hate rainin daes..
last time i luv rainin daes..

but nw..
i hate it too much..

i seems to live aimlessly nw..
i dunno wat i one nw...
i totally ve no aim rite nw..
i seems to waste my life away..
i shld shui bian find a guy marry n ve kids..
tis way i ll ve aim..
aim to watch my kids grow up..
aim to ve my own kids..

i MISS precious...

pIggyIn
mon
rainin
tired
aimlessly
fat
borin
11.54am

..........

2009-03-03T22:05:00.001-08:00

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drink drank drunk

2009-03-03T07:16:00.000-08:00

omgx..

been drinkin for 1 whole week..

since when i like drinkin?

i hate gettin drunk..

i hate more when pple drunk..
lolx(hahahax)

my right arms is havin pain..
blue-black..
coz when rong drunk she fall down..
i nt in time to hold her..
she bang into mi..
n i bang hard into e wall..
nw anione who touch my right arms..
i will scream..
omgx..
pain lo..
sometimes ll like suddenly no strength..

tml class gatherin again..

gonna drink.. drank.. drunk.. again..

hahhahahax

omgx..
feel money is so impt..
no money cannot..
everythin need money..
my pay gonna deduct MC somemore.. omgx..
den jus saw my phone bill.. omgx..
$100plus..
oh shit..

money is really impt..

when im in need of money..
no one came forward

im really verix disappointed

i hate pple puttin words into my mouth

i really dun one animore saddness in my mind for e remainin of my lives..
i nt goin to tink of ani other thin
i one happiness
i dun one saddness
i jus wanna b myself
i jus wanna live for myself
im nt goin to care animore
im nt goin to lend anione ani money animore

WAT IS TRUE FRENX!!!
ITS ALL A LIE!!!

i hate it!!!!!!!

pIggyIn
03-03-09
11.55pm
slply
excited
aimlessly
borin
missin U

2009-02-22T07:29:00.000-08:00

updates on v'dae

valentine dae is borin..
so busy
full house
ot till 3am

7pm fang gong unable to go..
keep checkin in
till 830pm
den go bar..
be runner
till 9plus
go 'ta bao'
super-treat..
den stay in zone 1 help out..
a guy from 1 of e room ask mi help dem take pic..
went to e room abt 10pax a few gals n guys..

help dem take pic..
3 camera..
after takin..
when im abt to go out..
e guys suddenly say 'e guy who ask mi help dem take pic one take pic wif mi..
studded..
he shy.. den dey say if he dun faster ll gt no chance le
ask him faster take wif mi..
den dey all 3 camera focus on us...
omgx..
'wat jus happen' is in my mind..
den e guy thanx mi..

omgx..
e first time a guy ask to take pic wif mi..
when wkin somemore..
so strange lo..
actually cannot e rite?

den tell rebecca dey all...
all say i stupid..
dunno hw to sai-co dem buy liquor..
lolx..
im nt so bad e leix..
im nt those gals..
y shld i say tis type of thin?

lolx
strange

tat dae a wkdaes..
checkin in happy..

nt busy..
but gt queue..
a small group of 5pple(3gals2guys) came..
i greet dem..
huan yin guan lin
den when checkin in sense tat dey keep lookin at mi..
after checkin in when dey goin in..
hear dem say..
she look like .... horx..
omgx..
from far i thought is leix..
studded..

omgx..
even customer oso say..

hw cum no matter hw i see..
i still dun see i look like ........
funni lo..

so pai seh..

heyx pple..
i dun look like her.. OKIEX!!!

pls dun keep sayin..
its a insult to her..

i feel empty..
do i really like him..
i really dunno..
mayb its jus yi shi de dong xin..
i dunno....

pIggyIn
sun
22-02-2009
11.45pm
im
tired
slply
borin
brain-dead

2009-02-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

a serious talk.. (my hair so long?)

claudya welcome gatherin...

baoyu bdae gatherin...

jiewei farewell gatherin...

mi claud eva ting rong

9yrs of frenxship.. goin strong!!!

my hair colour is bright!!!

captain hing bdae surprise..

actually is a last min thin..
from top- chris leo chunyan siewhui mi siling

bottom- lionel captain-hing huishan minqi xiangjun
KBP 2009

minqi n mi..

kbp mornin shift steamboat at kbp k21..

frenxship ll go on n on...

pIggyIn

sun

22-02-2009

sianx

tired

borin

blur

empty

aimlessly

quiet

missed

11.28pm

2009-02-21T07:10:00.000-08:00

so long nv update...

tat dae meet a guy from msn..
he's shock when he meet mi..
din noe im tat tall.. din noe i ll look prettier den pic..
we went to watch movie..
he keep wisperin to my ear throughout e movie..
sayin im pretty.. im his type..
after movie we went seprate ways..
he msg mi.. again.. sayin im his type.. im prettier in person..
i say thanx for e compliment..
he reply..
no wonder i hvn gt bf..
coz i can choose wat i like..
he noe he had no chance..

claudya back..
she my sec sch classmate..
although we nt close but its okiex..
coz we ve noe each other for 9precious yrs..

so when she's back..
we plan a class gatherin for her..
of coz in kbox.. broadway..

we drink till cls..2am..
den continue prawnin till 7plus am..
jiewei send mi home
den i go home bath change n went to wk..
tink i crazy?
for my frenx i dun mind..

den jiewei say he goin overseas to wk on 26feb..
so wanna plan a farewell for him..
so msg him..
but he say he flyin on 21feb..
i msg him on wed 18feb..
its so rush...
so he call mi.. den we discuss hw..
chat for quite long..

suddenly say do i noe he like mi since sec sch?
nw still like mi..
those guys classmate like to disturb mi..
by sayin like mi or wat wat wat..
so when he say i thought he's jokin..
but he say he's serious..
so i tell him..
wait till he's back den say..
den he say if i were to meet a better guy..
i shld go for it..

i dunno y...
like mi e guys dun dare b wif mi?
keep sayin if i were to meet other.. so b wif dem..

so yst we meet up for e farewell
wk from 11-7pm..
no outlet meetin coz cap go see concert..

meet for steamboat at bugis..
den go boat quay drink..
when he saw mi.. he like veri paiseh..
actually i more paiseh..
rong keep disturbin mi..
dunno hw she noe?

i onli tell ting n we 'ta go go' cannot say out..
so nt ting say..
den ting say e others like oso noe..
keep disturbin mi n him..

drink play ve fun till 3am plus..
mi n ting share cab home..

todae went wk..
dunno y.. i like no mood..
i even 'fa pi qi' at my frenx..
den gt outlet meetin somemore..
till 9pm lo..
meetin for 2hr leix..
can believe it?

actually i wanna go send his flight..
but in wat position am i .... to send him?
n if i go.. others ll say mani thin..

actually i oso dunno hw i feel..
but when he tell mi he like mi..
i like abit heart move..
but..... noe mi e pple shld noe..... .......................

nt because of des...
but ..........................

haix..
my heart is nt listenin to mi nw..

i dunno wat to do...

its so empty nw..

yst mi n des gt msg..
he actually one meet mi after my wk.. but coz i nv reply..
so he went home le..
???no fate???

im tired..
who wanna teach mi wat to do?

hvn eat e whole dae..
dun feel hungry at all..
tink im unabe to eat for daes le..

claud ll b goin back soon..
soon.. there ll b gatherin again..

pIggyIn
21st feb 09
windy
tired
empty
sianx
no meanin
aimlessly
slply
fat
sat
11.48pm

2009-02-05T01:22:00.000-08:00

im tired..

really verix tired..

eva say gt a class gatherin..
den is a surprise..
i cant even noe wat e surprise is..
haix.. so sad
rong oso dun one let mi noe..

i wanna help book e pool room..
coz its bigger..
but if gt pool..
den e guys ll keep playin pool
dun one chit-chat wif us le lo..
haix..

hw leix..

wat to do leix..

hmmm..

i ve decided to change myself..

one to change all my clothes to all new clothes..
hahahax

need alot of money..
omgx..

i need save up for my chalet..

1mth save $100 enough?
haix..

my pay nt enough leix..
haix..
so sad..

my psp..
haix

pIggyIn
5.30pm
thurs
windy
headache

2009-02-04T01:56:00.000-08:00

omgx..
im on MC again..
since last post..
nv get well at all..
omgx..
den nw is completely voice-less
i cannot tok..
u noe hw miserable it is..
MC for 2daes..
ah ma give mi drink dunno wat
so bitter... omgx.. yuckx..

really verix tired..

i ve suddenly decided on hw to celebrate my bdae..
hahahax

i ll b openin chalet..
hahahax
my 21st bdae leix..
oso e same ll b in aranda country club..
3dae2nitex..
26-28oct
mayb 25-28oct..
nt sure yet coz 25 is a sun..

hmm..

mayb i hvn let go..
mayb i ve let go..
i dunno

im tired

wed
4thfeb2009
6.34pm
voice-less
cold-hot
tired

2009-01-22T19:15:00.000-08:00

i'm sick again..
since oct.. onli 3mth.. n i on MC again..
e virus in KBOX is spreadin..

1st is rebecca den pauline jessica siangping nw mi..

omgx..

n its CNY soon..
later dey thought is coz i dun wk den take mc..
coz i keep sayin CNY eve n dae i one take mc if nt i jus b late for wk..
dunno mi e pple ll believe.. but noe mi e.. shld noe.. i jokin onli..

wed mornin wake up..
throat verix pain..
headache, feel head verix heavy..
but i jus bear wif it.. coz wed nitex is kbp kbox mornin shift steamboat..
i plan for so long.. i one go lo..

den go wk.. wk e whole dae.. finally fang gong..
go K21 eat sing play..
den e food cannot finish.. hahahax..
so we play dice loser eat..
super keep on losin.. den he keep on eatin eatin n eatin..
hahahax

den leo oso keep losin..

dey cannot tahan..
so ask mi n rebecca to join..
we 1 team..
rebecca lose ll drink.. if nt i eat..
den rebecca drink drink drink..

den become mi rebecca leo n super play..
become i keep losin..
den i drink drink n drink..
i hate beer..
i love martell more..
lolx
i keep tellin super i one martell.. she dun one give mi..
say if i finish e bowl of fishball.. den give mi martell..
but i dun believe him.. so i jus drink e beer lo..
sianx..

den mi n rebecca keep on repeatin e same song of
SHE 'an jing le'
GUO JING 'zhi dao'

mi n her really verix alike.. tis 2 song has our feelin inside..
i really like e song 'an jing le' really look like mi..

its somethin like tis->
ni suo wo ai ni tai dou, bu neng gai wo shen mo
fen bu qing ji qing cheng nou yong hen huo ji mo

dey say i look like selina..
den e MV is act by selina somemore..
tis song is really for mi.. omgx

jus finish eatin medicine..
nw feelin dizzy le..

pIggyIn
23jan09
11.52am
hot cold shiverin

2009-01-10T06:56:00.000-08:00

when i need 'financal' help..
i realise i ve no one to turn to..

do i really ve frenx?

when dey need help.. im always ard..

onli can depends on my ownself..
maggie mee all e way..

i been eatin from oct till nw..
omgx..
my hairs fallin..

todae cap hints mi..
'tis 1-2 mth is ur impt mth'
i noe wat she mean..
but since i resignin soon..
so dun need care dey one promo mi anot..

really broke nw..
omgx..
so mani pple e bdae..

baby precious 1yrs bdae.. spend alot oso..

haix..

everythin need money..
y my pay nv rise?

tink my psp nt buyin le..
if dun need buy.. tink ll b better bahx..
mayb my 'san fen zong ren du' ll end soon..

oso one buy hp...
haix..
all need money..
money won drop from e sky..
ve to wk den gt..

nw i understand y..
pple ll one 'prositude ' demself..
haix..
coz e cost of livin is gettin higher each day..
den e most easy way to get money is to sell own body..
haix..
its so sad..

tink i really ve forgotten..

pIggyIn
11.10pm
10jan09
windy
cold

2008-12-16T04:48:00.000-08:00

STRESS!!!!!!

complaint is gettin mi crazy..
y e hell customer keep complainin..
n y no one go our website or call to praise us?

wahlao..
i alr gt hw mani complaint liaox..
den jus nw Mr Sam ask mi..
Mr Sam: yst mornin who wk?
mi: huhx?
Mr Sam: yst mornin is u wk is it?
mi: ya!

den i tell hanyee..
n rebecca..

rebecca: jus nw he oso ask mi..
mi: wat he say?
rebecca: same thin lo.. den say y sales so little? i told him coz all tapas mahx..

omgx.. no tapas customer complaint..
gt tapas.. severs bar captain super manager complaint..
wth!!

receptionist is gettin more n more stressful...

i alr given up..
i alr forget liaox..

in e end..
todae he came to sing klunch wif his family..
when checkin in.. writin e card detail..
my heart beatin damn fast.. my hands shiverin..
wat happen?

i alr given up liaox..
y u suddenly one to appear in front of mi again..

mi: tell mi leix.. i really ve given up le..
frenx: really mehx.. cannot la..
mi: really.. i okiex le..
frenx: cannot la.. later u anihow again..
mi: no la.. i won e.. say leix..
frenx: u dun anihow leix..
mi: ya la ya la.. say..
frenx: he say he 'pei bu shan ni'.. dun ve e 'click' toward u..
mi: 'sianx diaox' oh.. understood!!
mi: is i feel i 'pei bu shan' him leix.. y he ll feel like tat leix?
frenx: u dun tink too much!!

i really ve given up..
y must u appear again..
hw u really feel toward mi?

pIggyIn
16 dec 08
2103pm
cold
loney

..........................................

2008-12-10T05:14:00.000-08:00

rong.... really sry.. u help mi in e end like tat..

im really angry nw..
wat is e meanin my bdae i ve to pay all..
i everytime plan bdae celebration when did i ever ask e bdae person to pay all..
i always say all to share..

somemore tat time i alr say i no money to pay.. so dun one celebrate..
is u say nvm la.. all share lo..
den i okiex e leix..
n onli say open 1bottle..
in e end u open 2 bottle..
expect mi to pay1..
i pay lo..
in e end e bank statement say e pub swipe my card 3times..
hai mi 2mth so tight everydae eat maggie mee..
tis 2mth wat u eat?
hai mi pile up hp bill.. insurance bill..
till nw i still owein insurance e money..
den hp spoilt..
still one to buy psp..
wth..
i dun one buy psp liaox la..

i really verix angry nw lo..

pIggyIn
10th dec 08
wed
9.34pm

hmmm

2008-11-26T22:45:00.000-08:00

my wish of gettin a psp is comin true..
after gettin pay ll b goin buy liaox..
tat dae edwina give mi $185..
rong ask her bf cousin frenx n e price dey say is $375..
include 1psp, screen protector, 4GB memory card n 2 free games..
means i need top up $200 myself..
haix..

recently..
really gt addicted tp playin psp.. lolx..
play small uncle e.. everydae go wk ll take out..
play on e bus.. or when reach outlet.. lolx..

nw nv play psp.. i feel so strange..
hahahax..

my kbox frenx say dey ll help mi load e games..
lolx..

life is still e same..

plannin a gatherin again..

for baoyu bdae..
eva say can shun bian as a class gatherin n advance x'mas party..
'CY' say his bdae oso comin.. y nv celebrate for him.. lolx..
i told him if on tat dae u cum..
den jiu shun bian celebrate for u lo..
lolx..
but he nv reply..

'SY' say he n his wife divorce le..
mi abit shock.. omgx.. he e 1st gettin marry..
n nw divorce le.. onli 1yr.. haix..

pple say shotgun marry won last le..
is it really true?

tat dae stella n his hubby oso gt some conflict..

haix..

later mayb i goin to go jog..
really been verix fat recently..
haix..

pIggyIn
27 nov 08
3.08pm
sunny

2008-11-14T01:25:00.001-08:00

baby precious is born..

bugis memories

a 8yrs strong frenxship n still goin on..

kbox tpy.. miss all so much..

a 8yrs frenxship n still goin on..

my best sis on my bdae..
she's there when i need her..
really thanx..

........

2008-11-14T01:04:00.000-08:00

back bloggin..

todae is jie bdae..
last nitex force jie to open e present i give her..
she finally open.. when i say i let her take a pic of my mickey necklace..
lolx..
but can see she like my mickey necklace more den e present i give her..
hahahax..

e present verix ex e leix..
haix..

past few daes is still e same..

he hvn msg mi..

yst at wk cook spaghetti..
den it was so busy suddenly..
after cookin went back recept..
lunch was 8/24
happy was 28/53/44
omgx.. yst is thurs..
so mani pple..
so mani tapas.. all e server complainin..
but i oso no choices leix..
u all try b recept lo..
haiyo..
all thought recept really verix easy mehx..
when we recept busy.. who can save us..
u all server.. when busy still gt captain.. cashier.. recept can help leix..
somemore server so mani..
recept onli 1 lo..

yst rebecca say one to throw away my wallet e pic..
a pic of mi n him..

hahahax..
i told her i no other pic to change..
i really no pic to put le..

anione one to take a pic wif mi..
to put in my wallet?

hahahax..

tink i still need a long time b4 i can really forget him..
when can i find a guy who can luv mi more den i do?

pIggyIn
14nov08
5.20pm
after rain
hot

a new life!!

2008-11-12T05:10:00.000-08:00

dunno y..
is it my hand itchy..
y i wanna hurt myself..

i msg him..
ask him..
he reply..
n it really hurts..

i cut myself..
lots of blood..
dunno e scar ll heal nt?
dun one let dem see..

rebecca console mi..
really glad i had frenx around..

onli rebecca n jie noe abt everythin..

dun one anione else to noe..
-->rong- noe u ll b readin..
i dun one let u all noe nt coz u nt my frenx..
but coz i dun one u all to say i deserve it..or blame him..

actually i oso dunno wat i one..

life is really short..

im really tired..
really verix tired..

to all--- dun wry.. i won 'zi sha'..

been sick since i receive his msg..
is tis really call 'wei qin shen bin'
-fever.. cough.. sore throat.. flu.. headach..

usually i sick ll b 1 or 2yrs 1time..
but tis is my 2nd time sick within 2mths..
wat really happen to mi..

i really luv him too deep..

i promise my frenx i won tok abt him animore..
y am i still tokin abt him?

i ve to stop tinkin abt him..

hw am i goin to do it?

y does some gals who is so bitchy n flirt..
gt guys who luv dem so deeply..
while mi..
i ve nth..

my kbox frenx been sayin i look like selina..
no matter hw i see..
i dun look like..
really dun..

SHE ve gt a new song..
call 'an jing le'
e MV is act by selina..
e lyric.. is really meaningful..
really look like mi..

e songs is somehow like tis..
-coz she luv him too deep.. tat y he gt 'ya li'..
n dey r driftin away from each other..

-- i luv him too deep.. he feel e stress.. decide nt to b too close to mi..
he hvn msg mi since E msg..

omgx.. y i tok abt him again..

pIggyIn
12 nov 08
9.33pm
rainin
tired
cold

i'm really back!!

2008-11-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

back updatin..

my best sister complaint liaox.. lolx..

last wkends was celebratin my bdae..

so mani thin happen..
my bdae is always so happenin..

its e same for e past few years..

on 25th oct.. wake up verix early..
verix excited to celebrate wif frenx..
after some msg wif a few frenx..
thin start to happen..
'Y' suddenly msg mi..
sayin i dun trust her..
den start scoldin mi 'vulguarity'...
den big uncle call.. ask mi go down take thin..
actually i dun one go..
but when GM say one go.. i rush to e door..
say i go.. when inside lift.. i call cheryl.. den tell her wat happen..
den i start cryin.. so mani pple lookin at mi..(nv see pple cryin b4 mehx)(CB e lo..)
den uncle cum.. den suddenly from behind jie cum.. she take e thin den go back..
i nv follow her back..
hw can i let her see i cryin.. she ll say alot of thin e..
den i continue sittin downstairs tok wif cheryl.. i cry for whole 5-10min..
i dunno y i cry..
i ve been helpin 'Y'.. when all classmate say bad thin abt her.. i always keep helpin her..
when she need money.. no one willin to lend.. im e one lendin from under e table..
y din she tink of tis when some1 msg her those msg.. I REALLY VERIX ANGRY LO..
i ve been helpin u so much.. wth.. u treat mi like tis.. on my bdae scold mi e F* word..
really verix verix angry lo..

mayb cheryl n ting is rite..
i dun need help u so much.. coz u ll nv change..

den afte tat go home bath.. coz rong ask mi meet her..
actually i dun ve e mood to go out animore..
i ve no mood to celebrate animore.. but..
like wat cheryl b ting say..
'u still ve us mahx.. wat for coz of her spoilt ur mood'..
so bath change le.. take bus go rong hse.. she board..
den we take to AMK mac.. find ting.. den we eat there..
ting treat mi a mac cafe chocolate drink.. so nice..
den wait for her fang gong..

suddenly rebecca msg mi...
say won b able to celebrate my bdae le..
coz her GM jus pass away.. i feel y my bdae gt tis time of thin happen..
feel like cryin out.. but in public.. NO..
so i tell her nvm lo..
ask her one meet mi mahx..

den meet her at e banquet.. coz i goin withdraw money..
her eyes is red from cryin..
really can see she's really sad..
coz she n her GM verix close..
den we walk to e ATM she go le..
queue at e atm.. e queue so long.. den we walk to AMK hub e.. outside CHEERS..
queue till half.. infront e say.. no money to withdraw..
so we walk to AMK hub 2nd storey e..
queue.. onli 1atm can use.. den suddenly hear.. infront e say.. no money to withdraw..
wahx.. so sianx lo.. feel my bdae i so suay..
den rong say nvm la.. she console mi say no la.. jus by chance onli..
say later go her hse there e.. confirm ll gt..
so we walk back to MAC.. ting fang gong..
we take bus go her hse..
den wait for her bath.. we walk to e ATM.. mi n ting each 1machine..
ting gt money withdraw.. my one cannot.. wahx.. i so angry lo.. 4ATM.. all cannot..
so go OCBC atm.. withdraw..
finally..

den we go bishan J8.. eat sakae sushi.. ting treat..
den walk around.. wait for aijia, shinhui n jason..
den suddenly jason msg.. say nt comin le.. i so angry lo..
den aijia say she reach le.. i oso dunno hw..
so meet her 1st..
den i tell her wat happen.. when cheryl n ting go a corner msg..
my eyes is already fillin wif tears.. i really verix angry..
i tell aijia..
'sorry leix.. tink todae nt celebratin le.. i really no mood.. we meet out other daes den celebrate can? i nw really no mood.. i really wanna go home nw'..
den i jus go off.. dey keep callin mi.. from behind.. but i jus wanna get away from e crowd..
went to e taxi stand.. take cab go home..
den sit under e blk.. cry for e 3rd time..
den dey msg mi..
jason explain to mi.. say nt eatin onli.. but pub still on..
ask mi take cab back to dem..
after i understand everythin.. i tell dem.. my phone no batt..
i go home charge 1st den meet dem..
den go home 'da gu' n family is here.. lolx..
da gu is 26oct.. i 27oct.. den we wish each other happi bdae.. lolx..

den after dey go home.. i msg cheryl ask dem take cab to my hse we go together..
den meet dem again.. go boat quay.. jason god-sis e pub..
den wait for dem to cum..
tis is e 2nd time i go pub..
but so strange..
e pub is empty.. no pple e..
we e onli guests..
so nvm lo..
open a martell.. total we open 2martell
sing drink play..
den e pub guy suddenly walk to mi.. pour 3/4martell 1/4green tea.. say bdae gal happi bdae.. drink half glass of tis.. omgx.. den i drink lo.. lolx.. i drink 3/4 of it.. hahahahx..
den feel abit dizzy liaox.. keep goin toilet.. nt vomit.. jus keep feelin like goin toilet.. lolx..
den e cake is out..
dey put so mani candles lo..
make mi feel so old.. haix..

den sing play so much fun..
den ting frenx send us home after tat..

sun 26oct..
go cheryl hse wait for e time to pass.. lolx..
den 9plus take bus to boat quay.. meet jason shinhui..
den go TCC meet songyee alvin n jianliang..
go BARDOT..
den start drinkin 1st.. den play.. den tianhao arrive..
continue playin drinkin.. den SC arrive.. 11plus tianhao go off 1st..
den we continue playin.. losers ll drink martell neat..
den 12am.. den give mi drink 1glass of martell neat.. den i drink lo..

den HE msg mi.. happi bdae.. i told him.. thought u say ll call mi n wish?
he really did call mi.. lolx
so i went outside listen.. 18sec of calls.. haix..

den went back.. continue drinkin n playin.. 1plus eva arrive..
oso dunno hw.. i say i go fetch her.. den SY follow.. scare i 'bei guai dai'?
lolx..
den continue drinkin.. open e 3rd bottle..
den dunno wat happen.. suddenly hear cheryl say SY n alvin playin.. SY keep losin..
den suddenly i tell SY he 5sec.. i 3sec.. lolx.. den he drink.. my turn i drink le.. den say one take photo.. ask mi use finger cover e lid.. but i nv.. i jus drink.. den another 3sec..
lolx..
ve so much fun..

den suddenly dunno wat happen.. i really drunk le..
onli noe cheryl bf send mi home..
lolx..

really ve so much fun..

special thanx to
--> cheryl, cheryl bf, weiting, weiting frenx, aijia
eva, songyee, tianhao, jianliang, alvin
SC, shinhui, jason, edwina, edwina bf n amanda..

->desmond, jie, gina, ah teng, xiao gu,
michelle, guoyao, baoyu
hanyee, ruby, siti

pIggyIn
sat
1st nov 08
1050pm

blog....

2008-10-15T22:52:00.001-07:00

bloggin..

gm cum back le.. on sat..
jus stay 1dae in hospital..
she so naughty.. in hospital say ll 'guai guai' won walk around..
in e end still walk here walk there..
she jus cannot lie there rest..
she's still havin fever nw..

songyee msg mi ask mi free on fri nitex mahx..
his daughter bdae..
go his hse.. a buffet..
ask mi help him ask all..
sianx lo.. i really hate to b a planner lo..
sianx..
so i plan okiex le..
all to meet on 17oct08 8pm at hougang plaza..
den we ll walk there together..
nw still waitin for all to reply mi..
till nw onli 8pple confirm...
mi n rong share buy a gift for his baby..
i gt ask ting.. she say okiex.. but rong say msg her nv reply..
dun wry.. if ting dun one den i find someone else to share lo..
lolx..

mybdae comin le..
really veri excited to noe who ll b goin.. lolx..

tis few daes... dunno y..
breathin verix xin ku..
like cannot breathe..
keep feelin breathe-less..
gt tell jie.. but tink she nv hear..

is it really time?

i hvn done all i one to do..
i hvn done all i one to try..
i hvn done all i one..........

pIggyIn
16oct08
thurs
2.03pm

sick

2008-10-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

long time nv blog liaox..

tis few daes sick le..

fever
cough
flu
slight headache
dizzy

long time nv MC le..
nw MC.. 2daes somemore..
wahx.. so strange.. lolx

head verix pain.. everythin seems to b spinnin..

tis mornin went to see doc..
@ raffles .. tpy e..
reach home eat medicine..
feel like slpin.. when goin to slp..
grandma called home..(she was seein doc @ tpy polyclinic)
she tell jie.. e doc referred her to ttsh immediaty..
she ask mi meet her @ tpy interchange..
i jus eat e medicine.. ll cause 'downiness' somemore..
den i bear wif it.. tinkin onli ll take awhile e..
den reach ttsh go A&E department..
waited from 1till4pm.. omgx..
i was faintin..
den finally its gm turn.. cause she felt dizzy n cold..
so she tell e nurse..
was send to observation room.. wait again..
den e doc send my gm need to b admit to hospital..
omgx..
i tell her my gm fever keep goin on n off..
den her surgery leg felt hot..
gm dun one to b admitted..
so i call small aunt..
gm finally agree.. but keep askin e doc.. can dun one?
lolx..
so she's nw in hospital again..
n mi.. back home..
really feel like faintin.. but coz of my horoscope(scorpio)
i ve a 'FACE'-scorpio all 'ai mian zi'
so i dun dare to faint.. if i'm alone outside..
i always faint when im wif pple..

my bdae comin le..
my frenx say gonna eat steamboat first den go pub..
ll b celebratin on 25oct
but my bdae 27oct leix..
2daes in advance..
mayb on e actual dae HE ll ask mi out?
haix..
tink he ll forget again..
always forget my bdae.. even my age..
haix.. sometimes i really wonder..
y am i still waitin?
wat am i waitin for?
there won b a endin..
my frenx always ask mi.. y we 2 nt together yet
i always tell dem..
'wo bu dong yong zhe yang jie shi, aiya, ni men bu ming bai de la'
dey always reply 'ni bu jiang wo men zhe mo ming bai'
lolx.. coz i dunno hw to explain..

pIggyIn
9.50pm
fri

tired

2008-09-23T22:06:00.000-07:00

been a long time nv blog le..

dunno one say wat leix..
hmm..

tat dae gt meet him..
awhile.. he show mi a family pic of his..
all look so classy..
his mom look so elegant..
i feel i 'pei bu shan ta'..
haix..
mayb its really time..

later wkin nitex shift..
dun like wkin nitex lo..
haix.. so borin e..
tml off..
ll b stayin home..
pei grandma..
yupx.. she cum back from hospital le..
21sept.. like nt home for a long time..
last wk she stayin wif my aunt.. she look after her..
den my grandma say dun one trouble her.. one cum back..
so let her cum back lo..
so we take turn off.. stay home look after her..
she nw walk wif a walkin stick.. but she so naughty..
ask her rest in bed.. she keep walkin here n there.. haiyo..

rebecca on leave for 10daes..
so borin.. no one entertain mi..
sianx..

grow fatter le.. omgx.. hw.. SAVE mi..

nw do recept like gt alot of stress..
every mon gt recept meetin..
den gt homework to do..
den nw all ve to fight for e sales..
sianx lo..
must hard push liquor packages.. so mani thin..
actually i do mornin shift i like verix relax e..
hahax
jus do normal checkin in..
but nw so mani thin.. hard push tis hard push tat..
den theres tis thin i really hate to do..
member feedback.. i hate to take tis e lo..
call 10member.. 5no ans.. 3nt available.. 1hang up.. onli 1entertain mi.
sianx..
lucky meetin say.. nt onli mornin shift can take.. nitex shift oso can take e..
hahahax.. hin arx..
tis wk meetin minutes is i do..
but i dunno hw to do lo..
omgx.. shit..
who can help mi??

feel like goin tpy buy e koi bubble tea b4 goin for wk..
but if go there need help alot of pple buy.. if nt dey ll say i selfish..
aiyo.. hw hw hw.. i one drink.. help pple buy can.. but so heavy..
ll need take cab again.. been spendin so much on cab fare recently..
no choices e.. haix.. sianx..

cab fare so ex.. 5pm-8pm extra 30%/35% of fare..
den if board from thoso town area.. extra $3..
so expensive..
last wk off.. go out wif stella n baby..
spend abt $50 on cab.. omgx..

my bdae comin le.. dunno wat my frenx gettin for mi tis yrs..
i alr apply for leave 25-27oct..
actually one take 26-28oct e..
but gt PH.. so cannot take.. 27oct is PH eve.. but no choices..
my bdae on 27oct.. so tat dae i won one to wk e lo.. lolx.. :P

pIggyIn
wed
24 sept 08
1.30pm

post

2008-09-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

so busy!!!!

hanyee give us so mani homework..
actually shld hand in last wk..
but i nv do.. after gettin scolded..
decided to start doin..
*pricin/promo of
-party world
-top 1
-k-ster
*christmas idea
*kbox outlet e
-rooms
-pool rooms pricin
*own outlet e pricin n promo
*hw we announce mic

recept nw all gt new laws..
so sianx..
cannot wear black jeans le..
must wear black pants..
black shoes..
so tired..

haix..

grandma go hospital operate leg..
but tml comin back le..
dunno wat ll happen..
sianx..

pIggyIn
12sept08
7.12pm

tired

2008-08-26T21:51:00.000-07:00

wk 2daes nitex.. so tired..
hanyee call mi yst..
say SL request every wed off..
den from nw on..
MAYB i 1wk need wk 1dae nitex shift..
borin lo..
i dun like to wk nitex..

yst take e transport..
everythin was okiex at first..
but when i reachin home..
i heard Q sayin..
'y everytime send her home 1st..
yst oso her.. shld send u back 1st mahx'.. to her bf..
OLD 'C' AUNTIE.. transport uncle is nt senile..
from amk of coz send tpy e 1st.. den rangoon.. den to sengkang mahx..
wat for he send to sengkang den to rangoon den to tpy leix..
dunno singapore e road den jus shut up..

feel veri tired of wkin nw..

super is okiex.. but e staff.. haix..
somemore yst is joanne e last dae.. more sianx..
dun ve i noe e pple liaox..
cy leo n marcus is okiex..
but tat "C" auntie make mi no mood..

mon recept meetin..
need to hand in 2 homewk by comin mon..
from nw on.. every mon gt recept meetin..
need discuss mani thin..
gt mani thin gonna do..
den recept meetin ll b at kbp every mon 5pm..
amk n hg recept ve to cum.. hg ve to b out by 4pm..
amk by 4.45pm..
but mi onli can leave e recept when all ve reach..
sianx lo..

hmm..
qns for all..
when u all cum KBOX..
we recept is e first u ll see..
wat u all except from us?
wat thin u all dun understand abt kbox..
--> yupx.. tis is my homewk.. actually gt alot..
but dunno hw to ask.. jus tell mi everythin u wanna noe..

e recept meetin actually verix funni..
mr sam poh say we all verix strict..
so quiet..
ask us to relax abit..
lolx..
wif u ard we really dunno hw to relax..
when he finish his say.. he went out.. left us recept..
we verix relax liaox.. verix talkative.. lolx..
den hanyee continue e meetin..
6.30pm e meetin ended..
amk e went back outlet..
i start wk..:'(
edwina stay wif mi.. coz impossible to ask her go back hg punch card..
so she wait till 7pm.. den punch in kbp..
hanyee n mr sam poh went back hg..

mon k-golden quite busy..
tue 1+1=1 we kbp onli do 10/23/21/0/0 leix.. omgx..
is it really bcoz of mi?
usually alot of pple e..
omgx..

yst rebecca say i wk mornin.. e rain oso cum in e mornin..
i wk nitex.. e rain oso follow mi cum in e nitex.. lolx..
i stayin home nw.. e rain oso makin mi stay at home.. lolx..
e rain dun like mi so much?
hahahax..

ani one wanna buy mooncake?
my frenx mum sellin..
if one to buy tell MUST tell mi kiex..
n of coz i ll b buyin..
one buy for grandma n auntie alice..

its rainin heavily nw..
i'm alone at home sittin in front of e tv n laptop.. in e livin room..
nv on e light.. window all close.. so abit dark nw.. lolx..

oh.. gm back..

lolx..
still gt wat wanna say leix.....
tink tat's all le..
gonna end here..

pIggyIn
wed
1.20pm

ta-ta

2008-08-24T18:22:00.000-07:00

back bloggin..

tonitex n tml nitex wkin nitex shift..
so sianx..
dun like to wk nitex..
coz mi n nitex shift nt familiar..
mornin still gt rebecca..
haix.. bear wif it bahx..

recently 4D keep comin out my number..
so angey.. 2times 1st 1 time 3rd leix..
1000bucks gone.. shit..
haix..

later ve recept meetin 5pm at kbp..
need go tpy interchange first..
buy KOI bubble tea.. den help rebecca ta-bao..
so long nv drink le.. hahahax..
later need to buy 6cups.. whahahaxx..

tat dae someone say mi..
'actually u r a nt bad gal, whoever wif u,
verix lucky.. but too bad dey dun ve a chance..
coz ur heart already gt someone le'
hahahax.. haix.. dunno la..

pIggyIn
mon
11.40am

tired

2008-08-07T09:18:00.000-07:00

wkin wkin wkin

tired tired tired tired tired tired

tml is national dae le..

todae is 08-08-08..
todae is stella bdae..
happi bdae stella..

here i am..
still hvn slp..
coz cheryl one mi to write a blog..(since i so free)
but my eyes closin soon..
lolx

jus nw went bugis wif rebecca n edwina..
walk ard..
buy shoes.. den lookin for our recept black long sleeves..
but e whole bugis street cant find..
like all suddenly sold out.. lolx
gt 1.. but quite ex.. $25..
onli wear for wk.. i dun like to buy so ex e..
so nv buy..
den cannot find liaox..
tat dae go bugis gt saw alot e leix..
all suddenly gone.. hahahax..

can feel e tiredness in my brain liaox..
my eyes all bed blankets pillows le..
hahahax

tink shall stop here..
todae is national dae eve..
klunch n khappy sure pack e..
den tml klunch n khappy oso confirm ll..
wahx sehx..
tired..

haix..

pIggyIn
08-08-08
fri
12.34am

tired

2008-07-28T22:26:00.000-07:00

back!!!

wk finish hg 1wk le..
so damn cold..
staff okiex..
wk there 4daes okiex..
but e 5th dae.. sat gt 2 part time..
when check in.. i say 58 2pax check in..
dey insist i say 18 2pax check in..
mi so damn du lan lo..
so angry..
den nv tok to dem..

yst start wkin at kbp le..
so nt xi guan..
e lunch daily onli gt 10..
if finish le call amk ask can trans anot..
if no more den push ready meal..
10++ is bento set..
9++ is chicken rice
8++ is laska..

so damn strange..
todae wk nitex shift..
dunno can handle mahx..
haix..
wkin wif mr patrick..
dun like him lo..
y mr andy nv cum kbp..
make e whole kbp change to tpy e..
hahahax..den kick e 'SL' away oso..
hate her so much..

gina go back GAN wk le..
she ask mi go back oso..
shld i go back?
i dunno leix..
haix.. sianx..
auntie alr resign.. den tink 15th is her last dae le..
feel so borin..
if gina go back wk.. she ll b alone leix..
haix...
i dunno la..

pIggyIn
tues
1.38pm
29july08

tired

2008-07-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

been so long nv blog le..

gonna update nw..

15july meet cheryl ting hui n jason one go eat sakura..
but by 6.45pm cheryl n ting hvn reach..
call cheryl.. she say msg mi le.. nt comin..
i so angry.. i wkin u noe my phone ll b in locker e mahx..
shld call mi..
den call ting ask her cum down..
den mi ting hui n jason go eat..
eat alot.. so full..
den go kbox cut cake..
sing songs till 10plus den go home..

16july wk nitex shift..
but wake up early in e mornin 7plus..
meet jason kelvin n zhiqiang go tpy stadium jog..
so tired..
i jog 3 rounds.. jason 7.. kelvin 6.. zq 13.. omgx.. n he nt tired at all..
den go kbox stay there.. listen songs till 6plus.. make up change.. den start wk..
nv slp.. so tired..

17july 2plus meet rebecca hui n jason at bugis..
shop walk play eat..
den go ps one watch movie..
but in e end change to amk hub watch..
watch 'hellboy'.. nt bad..

todae when wkin cook spagetti..

mayb tml mornin joggin again..

sun is last dae le..
miss e times..
sun schedule is so packed..
aft wk go home change..
den meet all mornin shift go amk hub watch 'weddin daze'
but ll eat dinner first..
aft watchin ll slowly drag back to kbox tpy..
wait for nitex shift to fang gong..
den goin e taiwan zhou eat..
den go back outlet party till mornin..
sing.. drink.. enjoy for e last time..
hahahax
mon all ll off..

tue goin hg wk 1week..
still dunno hw to go..
hope everythin ll b fine..

aft e 1week.. ll b at kbp permanent..
dunno can use to it mahx..
haix..

pIggyIn
10.42pm
18july08
friday

bloggin

2008-07-08T01:12:00.000-07:00

been too busy tis few daes..
no time to blog..

from tat dae wed wk nitex shift..
thurs wk mornin shift
dun really ve time to slp..

coz fri meet frenx celebrate bdae..
early mornin wake up le..
meet e gals go novena eat steamboat(chong qing)
we r e onli pple eatin..
cheryl, ting, edwina, amanda, javenye n joanne
den e staff keep on chattin non stop e..
when dey ask mi call dem..
i shout out..
dey say i so loud for wat.. lolx
coz dey cant hear mahx.. lolx..
aft eatin finish
both 'J' went kbox..
while we went orchard
walk here n there
saw taka gt e food fair..
ting was like so happi lolx
so we go there walk
edwina n amanda bought durian puff
eat.. den ting n cheryl dunno when where..
so we wait at e entrance.. ting bought ang gu kuek..
she was like.. so happi.. lolx.. den walk ard
ask cheryl which cake she one..
she keep on anitink..
den ting say she one go toilet
went toilet.. ting suddenly say walk faster den we exit at another door..
went to buy a cake for her..
den ting saw a gingerbread man she was so high
lolx
bought tat too..
den we walk to cine msg edwina tell her to bring cheryl go there meet us..
when reach cine we wait at e food court
den dey arrived keep laughin..
say jus nw when buyin cake alr saw us..
lolx damn funny
we went to cine level 9
book a room.. den celebrate there
den cover cheryl eyes tell her we bring a surprise guest for her..
den open n close e door
she open her eyes din saw anione.. but a gingerbreadman
we told her tis is weijie(her bf) for her.. hahahax
we laugh our hearts out..
den sing songs cut cake eat
den edwina go off first coz she need go wk..
1hrs fly fast..
cheryl n amanda go meet their bf
i acc ting go united sq.. she lookin for a shop walk e whole buildin but could nt find e shop..
jus when we givin up.. found.. but nt open
e person dunno went where
den we waited outside
ting go nx door find pants i hang ard e shop..
when we cum out
e salesgal is back but she alr close e shop..
i was like.. idiot.. wait so long.. wastin my time..
take bus one go tpy kbox..
while on e way e guys call mi say can meet nw..
told dem i goin kbox meet mi there..
dey say later den call mi again..
reach kbox go K6 sing song..
den abt 2hrs later dey say dey on e cab goin down cine le..
so we oso go take train go down cine..
dey(tianhao, guoyao, songyee) eatin at e chicken shop..
we sit n wait for dem..
aft eatin went outside..
dey smokin.. den eva n alvin reach..
went up to cine level 8 kbox..
alr book a room for 7pax ksupper under my name
when reach we gt 8pple-mi ting amanda eva tianhao alvin guoyao songyee
dey say coz we book for 7pax.. so dey arrange for a 'C' room for us..
so squeezy.. but okiex.. den we decided dun one eat ksupper..
jus take normal pax..
so we sing n laugh n play..
den 1am plus cheryl arrived..
den we bring e cake in..
take lots of pic..
ting n amanda went off at ard 2am plus
alvin 3am plus
guoyao n eva 4am plus..
onli left mi cheryl tianhao n songyee.. we sing till 6am..
den take cab back..
i slp for 1hrs plus wake up bathe n off to work again.. so damn tired..

den yesterdae monday..
went sentosa wif kbox frenx -mr andy, jason, amanda, kelvin, mingwei, carrie, jasmine, edwina, zhensheng, zhiqiang n xiaowei..
meet ard 10amplus.. den take lot of pic..
play till 4pm plus.. mi zhiqiang n mingwei went back..
coz we wkin nitex shift..
so tired..

n so here i am.. jus woke up..
last nitex 4am den reach home..
den slp till 3.30pm
so tired..

jason jus msg mi ask mi later one eat sakura mahx..
tink no..
coz one stay home..
tml wkin again.. 3pm still need go for kbox recept make up course..
omgx..
all e recept i dunno e..
haix.. so tired..
ll blog again when back..

pIggyIn
tuesday
4.50pm
8july08

borin

2008-07-01T20:07:00.000-07:00

tender y resignation letter le..
but in charge dun one take..
say ask mi inform HY first..

todae wkin nitex shift..
tml wkin mornin shift..
wahx so tired

fri off
dunno celebratin rong n ting bdae when leix..
haix..
fri or sat
aiya
i dunno la..

last nitex watch WANTED wif kbox frenx
omgx
so scary lo
i dun watch action movie e..
jason say i shld watch more
say i from country side is it
everythin no..
hahahax

later goin out meet javenye
goin bugis..
i one buy shoes
hahahax
den shun bian go see auntie
so long nv see her le
dunno she gt wk mahx?
den oso shun bian see michelle
hahahax

2more daes to e gatherin..
gonna spend lotsa money again..
pay still haven take..
hahahax

haix
let natural take its course bahx..
hahahax

mi n him still e same..
dunno hw mani daes nv contact le..
i dunno hw my heart feel
but i oso nt sure i still like him mahx?
mayb i alr used to it..

11.15am
wed
2rd july 08

sianx..

2008-06-25T21:35:00.002-07:00

2 daes nv blog..

been exercisin one to slim down..
go gym stadium wif kbox frenx..
tat dae go gym on e joggin machine..
10 min onli.. i cannot tahan le..
so i manage to stop e machine @12min..
so damn tired.. hahahax..
hw to slim.. omgx..
den yst go joggin at stadium..
onli half round onli..
den i tired liaox.. so walk another half round..
den run back.. hahahax..
say one run 3 rounds e..
but in e end jog 1round walk 1round.. hahahax
so tired..
but my leg nt pain leix.. lolx..

todae off.. tink stayin home todae..
actually one go watch movie when dey dismiss from wk e..
but in e end dey say change to sun..
but last nitex.. dey say goin swimmin..
aiyo.. dey make mi so blur.. hahahax..

tue gt msg him..
ask him wanna go watch movie wif my colleague on thurs mahx..
but he say he fri den off..
sianx le lo..
haix..
we 2 seems dun ve fate animore..

do i really still like him?
i really dunno..

dey say he dun like mi coz i everythin 'NO'
dun wear shorts.. dun like e sun.. dun go sentosa..
everythin NO..

hahahax..
really mehx?
he dun like mi coz of tis?
i really dun like e feelin of gettin myself sweatly mahx..
oso dun like e feelin of gettin myself 'tan'..
y cannot?

nx wk goin sentosa again?
okiex lo.. if i off den i go lo.. hahahahx..
but i alr request off on fri liaox..

rong i noe hw to celebrate ur bdae le..
thanx to tianhao ideas..
but nw need to see if all is free to go..

hahahax..

hope all can go
so long nv class gatherin wif everyone le..

hope my off can approve..

pIggyIn
thurs
12.49pm
sunny
loney

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2008-06-23T05:28:00.000-07:00

so long nv blog le..

rong.. thanks leix.. help mi create e blog..
hahahax.. dunno one say wat leix.. hmm

say abt work..
gonna resign le.. but dunno one find wat jobs.. haix sianx
dun feel like wkin le..
so stressed like everythin is recept e fault
really cannot sell e package mahx.. wat to do
she can, dosen't mean i can lo..
she so steady.. ask her sell all la..
ask mi sell e difficult no pple ll gt interest to see e concert..
so pai seh..

mi n him still e same leix..
mei you jing zhan..
i alr give up..
but i feel empty..
no feelin
see him oso won nervous..
mayb im used to it le..
but do i really dun like him le?
i oso dunno..
haix

pIggyIn
23jun08
20.36pm